jsm is Back!!!
Youve guessed...
Im not giving up on changing the World, but I am most definatelly going to try and make a better me first...
Sadly now, that will not include the Politics of Global bickering, of which I wasnt really helping was I, I was just adding fuel to the fire, and tbh, I am finding it all sooo boooring. And i do mean boooring, it seems like the same old saga again and again and again. Maybe Im just getting older and more boring if thats possible hahahaha...
(lol - friends told me i was boring at 20years old -lol)
No More!!!
Game Over!!!
Its time to focus on what was given to me, but in all honesty I really have enjoyed the break and can now see that I really did need it...
You see, the Music is something I have always taken waaay tooo seriouslly, and probablly always will. And for an ameteur perfectionist i can tell you, thats hard going. Especially for a programmer Producer Arranger like me who seems hell bent on audio dynamics as apposed to what makes a good tune...
But maybe thats why I really do love the fact that sooo long ago I just uploaded my material, knowing that this would work against me in terms of a signing or contract...
Why? - well in hindsite I now realise i never had any intention of selling my music. The amount of times i have deliberatelly sabotaged a potential interest you wouldnt believe! But now I can see that it was definatelly the right decision. DEFINATELLY!!!
See! i dont want to make money off them. theyve grown up now, and belong out there to torture all your ears with my shall we say WEAK singing. They dont belong locked up anymore. They sort of belong out there so to speak. Amongst all of us!
((pending certain exploitation rights under UK law of-course lol hahaha))
The world is changing and i just dont want to be left behind. The internet alone is teaching us that. And so I hope all of you will use your browsers to forfill your interests aswell, and not rely too much on a ranter and a raver like meee...
And now, theres a cheap woody untuned acoustic hung on a wall that needs some dusting and some serious attention. phew! its been a while. But hey, here goes...
till next time
jsm















